a day in the life of

ive noticed out of all my LJs that everytime i post is when something shitty happens
and i dont think im going to break the cycle with this entry either

scotts mad at me as usual
but this times its because i told my friend something
that scott thinks should of been kept private
maybe it should have
but he acts like its only his business
its mine too.
and im allowed to tell it to whoever the fuck i want
i just have the nerve to tell him that
i wish i did
hes been mad at me for 2 and a half days now,
whatever.

and yesterday he spilled white paint all over a black floor
and i worked my ass off to clean it up because he couldnt give a fucking shit about it
and i was scared that his father would kill him
so i worked my ass off
and i still didnt get it all up
i was really upset
because his dad was pissed just like i knew he would be

and so scott got the rest of his hanukkah presents taken away
and his dad turned the electricity off in scotts room, and told him that he couldnt leave.

so yeah...

and he says that i always side with his parents and shit
and yesterday i didnt take anyones side.

and he says that i need to keep my mouth shut and
that i didnt apoligize to his face when i did
and he says that his parents treat me better than they do him and his little brother
that may be true but thats because i appreciate what they do for me.

because i didnt have a fucking home.

and he always makes me feel like shit for living here.

whatever.

Current Location:	new home
Current Mood:	aggravated
Current Music:	seven nation army : the white stripes

sidneymarie

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Well its been a long time since ive updated.
summer fucking blew ass
my mom started doing crack
then she got arrested
and for a month i was treated like dirt
then shipped from home to home
until finally things got straightened out
now i live with scott and his family
i like it here
they treat me well
scott and i fight a lot more
and he says that im always around him
and that he wants a "break"
so i dont know whats going on
especially because were hardly ever together
i see him sometimes in the halls
and i eat lunch with him
and ride the bus with him
and i spend time with him maybe half an hour, at home
and he says that im hoarding him
ha

most the time hes on the computer doing school work
and im in my room, doing my school work
i think hes losing it.

perhaps.

so yeah...
thats my life right now,
shitty, as usual,
but now its better than its ever been.

sidneymarie

I don't know what to say.

Times have been difficult, but I seem to be getting through them. Somehow. I guess it's my friends. Just being there and trying to help. It does mean a lot. 'Cause it's like a giant support system, that's always there. It's really quite amazing.

School is odd right now. People are being expelled for dumb reason and such and such. I can't wait till August. I will finally be at Seminole. I can't wait. I don't even wanna deal with the summer. I just wanna skip right to high school. As odd as that sounds. But oh well.

Scott and I are doing pretty swell I guess. Other than him being grounded. It's the third week he's been grounded. And I miss him like crazy. I hope I get to see him soon.

How is everybody else's life?

Love,
Sidney

Current Location:	home
Current Mood:	calm
Current Music:	Frankie Valli and The Four Seasons : Sherry

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